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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
ok.... as mr lazy bum down here is just too lazy to update my thailand trip and i simply dun have the picture with me at the current moment.... so pls visit my friends blog for some preview of our thailand trip.....
http://muffins86.blogspot.com/
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Invisable girlfriend??? Well... I wish i at least have a girlfriend sis.....
i have so much feelings to write down but i just dunno how to express myself.....
Someone ask me to go clubbing yesterday and i told her that i am not free.... I mean... which marketing student of TP will be right now?? we got 5 freaking projects to do and less than 1 month to finish them.....
but somehow in my heart.... i wanted to go..... and i regreting it as soon as i make the decision of not going.....
haiz.... i found this words from a movie and think it is quite true so i decided to share with u all....
I not sure if that is my case but i am seriously touch by it
Love Is Not Painful When Someone You Love Is Standing Right In Front Of You Not Knowing You Love Her.....
Love Is Painful When Two Person Fall In Love With Each Other And Knowing They Can Never Be Together.....
Saturday, December 31, 2005
I dunno what is wrong with me these day.... sort of depression....
Been trying to hide my feelings.... but i just cannot shake them off.... even if you know that the relationship is impossible and it is only one sided, and yet i have myself entangle in it......
What is love?? I seriously dunno..... people who is in a relationship can be happy and can be sad... the outcome is unpredictable and yet people fall into it willingly...
Does it have to do with the loneliness of our heart?? the desire to have someone beside you when you them and someone to share your laughter and joy??
The more I think of it... the more sad i feel.... but the more i dun wan to think of it.... the more i think of it....
I dun what to do with the loneliness in my heart anymore......
Thursday, December 29, 2005
I dunno why... i tot i will quit this blogging thing but well... i guess i need some place to reorganize my thinking and to scream my heart out.....
First and foremost.... my project group seriously is in deep trouble now..... no much progress for the past 3 weeks and we only have 6 week left to do 5 freaking projects.... i think i will go die now.... haiz.....
went to watch chinese tall story with ting just now.... it is a very happy show and sad show at the same time..... maybe it remind me of the experience i had..... i feel so sad all of a sudden and i cry.... and yes.... u heard me.... i cry..... i guess thinking of the past and watching that movie really make me feel very very sad.....
when i say what charlene do for nicholas in the movie.... i tot i saw my old self.... loving without thinking of the what will happen in the future...... and i sort of envy that they at least got the happy ending that they wanted.....
life... when is it fair??? when i can find someone who i will love truely and get back loves in return??? i really want to fall in love.... but seriously... i find noone who interest me to take the first step..... life is short....
i seriously dunno what to do anymore.... and this is seriously not the time to be thinking of these kind of question and yet.... i have fallen into the maze again......
Friday, November 04, 2005
I seriously wan to complain to someone tonight and simply cannot find the right person to.... Dun not wish to bother ting as she have her own problem... sis is way out of reach... complaining to gary lin make me feel like a spoil kids... haiz... bo bian ba... i shall complain to my blog then...
i serously dunno what the fuck is wrong last week.... damn fucking nasty customers... my freaking managers dun have the heart to do work due to personal problem.... the store in charge is complaining to me about this and that and wanted to quit the job... my supervisior is having a hack care attiutide....
fuck man... it is bad enough i have to work my ass off for that miserable $420 pay lor... and yet i kenna this fucking kind of shit... what the hell is wrong?? if that is not enough... i even have to use my own freaking money to top up the cash register coz some mother fucker idoit steal money from the cash box... fucking hell lor.... Today is suppose to be a damn happy day with us topping other branch in term of sales and herman
(our sales manager which is basically... the NO.2 of the the company) commenting that we have improve... then... fucking hell... at night count cash short of $124.50... what the fuck lor... that is not a small amount considering our damn pay... fucking hell lor... even if divide by the number of people who have to pay that amount... i still have to pay $24.... THAT DAMP MY MOOD INSTANTLY!!!!!!!!!
fuck lar.... not that i am unhappy with my work place or what... we have fun together and work hard together... but at the end of the freaking day when u realize that you have work for free that day and still have to fork out money to pay the damn company is seriously pissing me off lor... mother fucker.... i am sure there is a thief in the store lor but not sure who only.... but what can i do... I AM JUST A FREAKING NOBODY WHO LEAVE BY 2nd DEC!!!! the moment i think of that thief laughing out loud that he have basically earn $100 more that day seriously make me damn angry.... AR!!!!!! i seriously envy cheryl u know... she get to transfer to a new heaven.... ma de.... i am so damn piss....
Friday, September 23, 2005
ok... I know i have not been updating my blog nowadays... it is only because i dun feel there is anything interesting to tell u guys about...
And now... since my SIP started and stuff... and my working time is so freaking different from others... I will update myself on my SIP here....
To start off with, i am now working for FILA shop at wisma... YES!! THAT IS GOD DAMN ORCHARD ROAD!!!!
Dunno which idoit told me that wisma got no people one... i will be able to slack there and stuff... firstly... FUCK YOU!!! ok lar... not really wrong to say there got no people one... BUT!!! first day of work there... VAL (my direct supervisor who is a TP Marketer who just finish her study one year ahead of us) told me that we are having sales for this few days and the situation will be very chaotic... RIGHT.... Damn Right... haven even know the product and stock well enough kenna sales period liao... damn sian lor...
Not that i want to complain or anything... I seriously dun like doing retail job as my SIP... Reason is very simple lor... I CAN DO IT ANY FREAKING TIME I WAN AT A GOD DAMN HIGHER PAY!!!!
Wishing for a office job instead one... i mean... i dun mind that i will have a much busy time preparing proposal like what huat is doing right now... at least i get to learn new things that we dun learn normally.... if i want to learn retail line... i just freaking go any shopping center and ask... i kind of envy all my friends who kenna office job... (which is... Basically All My Friends) In Fact... HUAT!!! I DUN MIND SWITCHING WITH YOU!!! seriously... i dun mind going to bukit bato everyday lor provided i am able to learn news things...
but... what done is done... just curse the computer for putting me in this job.... But... anyway... the staff at wisma is friendly enough lar... maybe not so on the first day as they dunno me that well yet and as i said... it is the starting of their sales period... that last till 9 oct... so janet... come and shop.... but very sian ar.... been working overtime for the past 2 days lor... and guess what... the on campus day right... i am totally screw.... U GUYS OUT THERE BETTER PLAN SOME FREAKING EVENT THAT DAY!!! coz my only weekend off day for the month of oct is being use up for that freaking day... GOD DAMN IT!!!!! ONE WEEK ONE FREAKING OFF DAY!!!! AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok lar... enough of the craps... i got to go sleep liao... tml another freaking whole shift day.... damn sian ar..... see the pay liao more sian.....
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Been working for the past few days selling walls ice cream at Tampines Mall... i have to say that it is a very boring job.... well... at least not when the crowd comes in... nothing much happen during my job period except... maybe the toopid working time... been working from 10am to 10+pm... damn tired ar....
yesterday... someone told me that she cut her waist.... well... maybe not her waist but her hand... since i nv saw it... i dun know where it is.... but anyway.... she cut herself.... over a family quarrel.... it kind of bring back real bad memorys of my life.... my sister cut herself for no fucking reason every other days she quarrel with her bf when she is in seconday school.... my mom cut herself for no fucking reason every day when she is in depression period a few year back.... then she upgrade to poping tons of pills for no fucking reason every other day and have to rush her to hospital....
so gal.... pls dun hurt urself k?? it is seriously not worth it... u say that the pain is not in the hand but in the heart... u are correct... but do u know how many heart u hurt when u cut urself?? there is no problem in this world that one cannot handle.... i know u are sick and tired of that kind of life ur family is putting up on u.... and i dun seriously have a soultion for it since THEY ARE UR FAMILY.... no matter where u go and hide... u cannot change the fact... but pls.... dun resolve urself to hurting urself k?? My heart really sink when u told me that.... if u have a problem.... my handphone is always open... and what the hell... i am sure ur bf one is open as well.... just give us a call.... if u need someone to talk to....
~*^ Your Truly ^*~-
Name : CK
Date Of Birth : 24/08/1985
(Must remember to shower me with present)
School : Temasek Poly
Course : MARKETING!!
Likes : Comics, Movies, Friends, Chit Chat
Dislike : Lies and people who use me (Come on... Who Like Those Stuff)
Name : CK
Date Of Birth : 24/08/1985
(Must remember to shower me with present)
School : Temasek Poly
Course : MARKETING!!
Likes : Comics, Movies, Friends, Chit Chat
Dislike : Lies and people who use me (Come on... Who Like Those Stuff)
~*^ What I Look Like ^*~-
~*^ More about Myself ^*~`
well... i am a easy going person who care alot about my friends~~ keke... that will be u looking at this page right here.... i like honestly so i will not go around cheating on people like that... and of course... dun like people cheating on me lor... haha... currently single... and hopefully i am able to find the one in my life within the upcoming years... PEERS!!! I NEED MATCHMAKING!!!! :p
~*^ Wishes ^*~`
Find Myself A Girlfriend
Get Myself A Job
Enjoy My Hoilday
FIND SIP COMPANY!!!
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